Douglas Craig Billington

Your my Beautiful Angel

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Upon a star... xxxxxx
Way out in space... xxxxxx
An Angel descends... xxxxxx
To deliver my grace...xxxxxx

To feel its aura... xxxxxx
So close and near... xxxxxx
With calm and peace...xxxxxx
So far from fear... xxxxxx

With a soul so bright... xxxxxx
And a love so clear... xxxxxx
dougie your so beautiful...xxxxxx
That I can feel your near..xxxxxx

I am only human... xxxxxx
Only what I can be... xxxxxx
I wish to remember memories... xxxxxx
Of only you and me... xxxxxx

Walking down the road... xxxxxx
Time has passed... xxxxxx
Turning another page... xxxxxx
my love shall forever last... xxxxxx

Upon a my beautiful star... xxxxxx
In a far away galaxy... xxxxxx
But your not that far off... xxxxxx
as i see your that angel... xxxxxx
That alweays belongs to Me... xxxxxx

Loving You always dougie.
JACKIE
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Jackie Richardson (Ex-Partner)

August 5, 2009

In Memory of my Dougie

My LOVE and MEMORIES of YOU
I thought of you with love today
But that is nothing new,
I thought about you yesterday
And days before that too.
I think of you in silence
I often speak your name,
Now all I have are memories
And your picture in a frame.
Some may think you are forgotten
Though on earth you are no more,
But in my memory you are with us
As you always were before.
A million times I've thought of you
A million times I've cried,
If loving could have saved you
You would have never died.
You left me beautiful memories
Your love is still my guide,
And though I cannot see you
You are always at my side.
It broke my heart to lose you
But you did not go alone,
Part of me went with you
On the day God called you home.
Forgive me Lord, I'll always weep
For the fiance I loved, but could not keep.
LOVE ALWAYS and FOREVER JAX xxxxx
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Jackie Richardson (Ex-Partner)

July 26, 2009

Happy Birthday Dougie xxxx

He left us quietly,
His thoughts unknown,
But left us a memory,
We are proud to own;
So treasure him Lord,
In Your garden of rest,
For when on earth,
He was one of the best. lOVE ALWAYS AND FOR EVER JACKIE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Jackie Richardson (Ex-Partner)

July 25, 2009

from erin and shaun,

I JUST WANT TO THANK THE UP ABOVE FOR MAKIN OUR MUM SO HAPPY WITH DOUGIE THEY SPENT SO MANY GOOD TIMES TOGETHER,FISHINNG,COOKING AND SO MANY LAUGHS TOGETHER I CANNNOT RECALL.
THIS COUPLE I HAVE ADMIRATION FOR AND ONLY HOPE THAT ME AND SHAUN CAN HAVE THE SAME SENSE OF HUMOUR IN OUR LIVES.
YOUVE BROUGHT A GREST SENSE OF HAPPINESS ,DOUGIE,DONT EVER FORGET IT.
LOTS OF LOVE XXXXX

Jackie Richardson (Ex-Partner)

July 25, 2009

A Birthday Memorial

Thinking of you on your Birthday
Wishing you were here
Remembering you with a mountain of love
And an ocean full of tears.
Precious Memories
LOVE ALWAYS JAX XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Jackie Richardson (Ex-Partner)

July 25, 2009

TEAR'S

I'm sorry babes to keep crying i cant help it I MISS YOU SO MUCH, I'M HEARTBROKEN. i am crying right now writing this to you babes. I'm trying me best to stop the crying but tears win everytime. I'm still angry at things, you shouldnt have left me. oh dougs i love you so so much, and now am crying uncontrolably and cant see to type. love you ....xxxxx brb xxxxxxx

Jackie Richardson (Ex-Partner)

July 16, 2009

Lord's Prayer

The LORD is my shepherd;
I shall not want.
HE maketh me to lie down
in green pastures:
HE leadeth me beside the still waters.
HE restoreth my soul:
HE leadeth me in the paths of righteousness
for HIS name's sake.
Yea, though I walk through
the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil:
for THOU art with me;
THY rod and THY staff they comfort me.
THOU preparest a table before me
in the presence of mine enemies:
THOU anointest my head with oil;
my cup runneth over.
Surely goodness and mercy shall
follow me all the days of my life:
and I will dwell in the house
of the LORD forever.
Amen n nanite babes xxxx jax xxxx

Jackie Richardson (Ex-Partner)

July 4, 2009

Please See Me Through My Tears
by Kelly Osmont

You asked, "How am I doing?"
As I told you, tears came to my eyes...
and you looked away and quickly began to talk again.
All the attention you had given me drained away.

"How am I doing?"...I do better when people listen,
though I may shed a tear or two.
This pain is indescribable.
If you've never known it you cannot fully understand.
Yet I need you.
When you look away,
When I'm ignored,
I am again alone with it
Your attention means more than you can ever know.

Really, tears are not a bad sign, you know!
They're nature's way of helping me to heal...
They relieve some of the stress of sadness.

I know you fear that asking how I'm doing brings me sadness
...but you're wrong.
The memory of my loved one's death will always be with me,
Only a thought away.
My tears make my pain more visible to you, but you did not
give me the pain...it was already there.

When I cry, could it be that you feel helpless, not knowing
what to do?
You are not helpless,
And you don't need to do a thing but be there.
When I feel your permission to allow my tears to flow,
you've helped me
You need not speak. Your silence as I cry is all I need.
Be patient...do not fear.

Listening with your heart to "how I am doing"
relieves the pain,
for when the tears can freely come and go, I feel lighter.

Talking to you releases what I've been wanting to say aloud,
clearing space
for a touch of joy in my life.

I'll cry for a minute or two...
and then I'll wipe my eyes,
and sometimes you'll even find I'm laughing later.

When I hold back the tears, my throat grows tight,
my chest aches, my stomach knots...
because I'm trying to protect you from my tears.
Then we both hurt...me, because my pain is held inside,
a shield against our closeness...and you,
because suddenly we're distant.

So please, take my hand and see me through my tears...
then we can be close again.

Geraldine Snell

July 4, 2009

~~~~~~~~~~~ ♥ Someday ♥ ~~~~~~~~~~~
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Someday once more we'll meet you,
No-one knows just when,
We'll meet in a lovely place,
Never to part again.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
Someday once more,we'll meet you
And feel your tender touch,
And tell you again what you've always known,
That we love you very much.
⊱♥⊰~⊱♥⊰
copyright� Ingrid Aspey April 2009

~~~~~~~~~~ ♥ One Day ♥ ~~~~~~~~~~~

Carol Suzanne Shaw

July 2, 2009

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You Raise Me Up

When I am down
And oh my soul so weary
When trouble comes
And my heart burdened be
Then I am still and wait here in the silence
Until you come and spend awhile with me
You raise me up so I can walk on mountains
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas
I am strong when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can be
There is no life no life without its hunger
Each restless heart beats so imperfectly
But when you come and I am filled with wonder
Sometimes I think I glimpse eternity
You raise me up so I can walk on mountains
You raise me up to walk on stormy seas
I am strong when I am on your shoulders
You raise me up to more than I can be

(Westlife Song)



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Way up in the clouds high above
Are beautiful Angels full of love
They think of their loved ones everyday
And send them peace as they kneel to pray
They say a prayer for those below
Who deeply love them and miss them so
They vanish all their emptiness and all their fears
Mop their brows when they see the tears
Although their is a distance they are by our side
They have seen the emptiness and the tears cried
They are always near and always will be
Alive in our hearts today and for eternity.
Unknown
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Love Always Mary xxx

Mary Thong-Garner

July 2, 2009